today helmsman was okay i tot
yoga was hmm
less den relaxing
the gals were groaning screaming
n one of the guys went:
OWW dis is worse den 2.4km
HAHA=P
nevertheless grace enjoyed it

5 lang of love was ok
jus dat he got a little too draggy
n i cldn stop yawning in frnt of him
n yes mine's touch
followed by time
time missed by 1 point onli k
so debby dont touch mi
nw i unds y i like to cuddle in people's arms n hug people..


u noe wad?
im glad i was born liddat
because it's because im born liddat dat i wish dat one day i can retire early n emigrate to sum other places to stay?

i wished i cld go dere alone
n i tot
if i were to spend the rest of mi life alone
i wld choose to lead a solitary life on sum island
wif absolutely no sign of technology
n lead mi life jus liddat
simple yet happy

self-sufficiency u c?


den i tot
wad if i really wanted to spend the rest of mi life wif sum1 else?
i tot prettaye long before coming to a conclusion dat i wld choose to go to japan or taiwan or switzerland
nt dat im gna bring mi bf dere wif mi
but i will start mi life anew dere
frm scratch
n build mi life frm a nobody to a sumbody
den settle down n lead a brand new life there


u noe last time
i always liked to say
life for no1 else except urself
den now i realised it aint possible
at the tot of wanting to do all dese
i tink of mi family
n i noe mi mum wld prolly say
u can do all dese onli after i pass away

nt dat i dislike singapore
it's jus dat i wna start mi life anew
n everything i watch dose "soppy" taiwanese dramas as quoted by CK
i wished i cld exp dem in real life
the life here is too fast-paced
people r practical n realistic
it's standard

u study
u grow up
guys NS den uni
gals go st to uni
den u get a partner
marry
settle down
haf kids
den u retire

so standard aint it
n life gets dry
couples get tired of each other
workers get tired of their jobs
because of the environment


im dreaming i noe

but realy i dare to
if i haf the money
i wld jus pack mi bag n fly away
alone to sumwhere where no1 noes mi
n i dno dem